Wednesday, November 26, 2003
aarrggghhh...
i'm constantly worrying abt the coming fri...
friday is my fav day of the week but tis fri...
i took over cass's shift cuz she has to go for lesson in sch...
i'll be alone!! for two whole hrs b4 karene comes to join me...
2 hrs seems such a short time but its like torture...
wonder how am i going to survive..
i'm ssoooooo scared...esp after being sorta scolded on last sat & the whole world noes..hiaz~
scared tt i'll do smth wrong again...scared tt i'll c tt toopid captain again..scared tt...haiz~
i noe tis sounds toopid..but i juz cant explain how worried am i..cant put it in words..
so many tings running thru my mind.. *sighs*
fri is coming soon!!! omg!!scared i go there den blur blur forgot to do smth or do wrongly...
alamak. c i'm worrying again..
karene was nervous abt todae as well..she's the only 1 of us working todae..
but i tink she'll do fine..jia you wo karene~
*sighs* juz pray & hope tt everyting goes well for both karene & me...
hope tis friday wld go by smoothly w/o any mistakes...god bless!
there's another 31 and 1/2 hrs b4 fri is here...
♥ a flower bloomed
4:31 PM