Tuesday, February 12, 2008
searching in the dark for something is difficult. so is trying to grasp for something that seems to be going further and further away.But the difference is between the two is that something lost in the dark can be gotten hold of when you persist in searching for it.
i have been talking about my old self for a year or more. it is something that used to be lost in the darkness. now its on a boat, a speed boat, and its sailing away at full speed. no matter how hard i try to catch hold of the end of the rope of the boat, i seem to miss it again and again.
i know that its times like that when everything is going all so wrong that i need to stay strong and be stronger. but i cant seem to do it anymore. no matter how much i try to tell that to myself, everything in life just seem to be falling apart one after another. its knocking me down when i try to stand up again, making me never seeming to pick myself up anymore.
and i hate it. i just want to catch my old self back for good.
Labels: Of Confusion and Disappointment, Of Worry and Setbacks
♥ a flower bloomed
8:24 PM
