Wednesday, June 11, 2008
a disheartened, almost giving up hope heart.i feel so naive.
all the while years ago till now, i always believe that there will always be one person who wld stay the same for another.
that no matter how pple ard him/her might change, there will still be a special someone who will not change.
despite surrounding changes.
despite situation changes.
despite things do change.
despite hurt and unhappiness.
with no conditions.
with no buts.
just simply because of love.
i hear it frm pple ard that there will not be anyone like that,
that i shldnt believe in such things,
that i dont know much,
that nobody will really remain unchanged,
that people DO change when things change.
but i still believe in what i believe in.
pple might think otherwise, they might think that i shldnt, but i'm that stubborn.
i choose to believe in my own point of view.
i believe that they are wrong, and that there will be somebody like that for me.
and that i can and want to be someone like that as well.
but i time and time again i have been proven wrong, and make me feel that i
am really that naive to believe such a thing.
i just feel so foolish.
and i only have myself to blame.
maybe after numerous times of being proven wrong, i shld stop believing in such things.
maybe they're right.
maybe i'm just believing too hard.
i still wanna believe on my stand,
but who's there for me to show that i can be like dat?
and who's there to show me that they can be as well?
not family, not the next person closest to me.
i realli dont know who can anymore.
all i wanna do now is to let tigger hug away all the upset-ness and make me feel less foolish.
to mend a broken heart and wipe away the goldfish eyes that i've having.
Labels: Of Confusion and Disappointment
♥ a flower bloomed
11:16 PM
