Monday, December 08, 2008
scared of the unknown.i had this sudden feeling yest when i was taking the bus. supposedly, i was on my way from tamp to meet a friend in town..not wanting to squeeze on the train with the sunday crowd, i decided to take the bus instead. so i went to e interchange and looked for bus 518. however, being the usual sotong me, i realised that 518 doesnt start from there after combing the whole interchange. so i boarded bus 23, and change buses at the tp bus stop.
but as the bus moves on and stopped at the bus stop outside sch, i was too tired to drag myself off. vaguely remembering that the bus stops near bugis, i decided to rest till there and catch a train to town.
what i cldnt remember, however, was the exact place to alight at bugis. so i ended up sitting past the stop, and got lost. by then, the bus has already moved to little india, a place that i was not very familiar with my way around. panicking abit, i began looking out for the nearest mrt station that i cld alight at.
finally, i spotted farrer park station, and alighted the bus with a sigh. i didnt want to sit one big round ard spore you'd know! as i climbed the stairs down of the mrt's escalator though, a sudden pang of thought hit me.
what if i get lost all by myself when i'm alone in aussie?what am i gonna do?the place is much bigger than tiny spore, plus it take long for me to know my way around..if its spore, at least i wont be as afraid, bcuz i more or less can figure out a way..but if its somewhere totally new.. this sudden fear gripped me, and i wished that i am going with a friend; at least someone to look to for help and wont be that afraid..
sighs.
i'm not as eager as i used to be abt going to aussie.
sidetrack: the super cold weather today was perfect for snuggling under the blankie watching tw dramas on my lappie wif my chipmunks.. :)Labels: Me Myself and I, Of Worry and Setbacks
♥ a flower bloomed
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